life is so wishy washy...the ups and downs are quite a lot to maneuver. i wonder if there will ever be a middle of the road time, where you get to catch your breath and just live a happy life. not an abnormal life of extreme joy and happiness, but just a simple, happy life that just rambles along without huge peaks and deep valleys. i know that's asking for a lot but it would be nice to get to a happy place of calmness and just stay there for a while. who knows, maybe i am in my happy place now, and i just do not realize it. well then, i take it all back. if this is happy, no deep valleys for me!! ;-)
work still sucks and so does looking for work. a new home in a new city seem do able but i really would like a job to go with that. is that asking for too much? apparently so....but only for me. some people seem to get everything they want. deep down i believe they can live like that because they have made a deal with the devil that enables them to live the life of a celebrities.if that's what it takes, no thanks, none for me, senor diablo, go away, no deal making around here!!
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