Honeysuckle Pink People Pleaser

I really tried to write last night but this site wasn't working and I couldn't figure out how to get it to load, not that I had anything earth shattering to say, but I was looking forward to keeping my NYE promise. I am a really good promise keeper normally, almost to the crazy promise keeper level. I don't know why I guess it's just the good person in me that doesn't want to disappoint anyone. You would think that a person would get over the need to please after a while, and I don't think I'm as bad as I was, but I still catch myself moving heaven and earth for other loved ones and others, if I said I would or could do for them. If it's a matter of life or death, well sure I would and should be there, but most of the time after I have half killed myself to do or go or pick up whatever it is, it wasn't really a big deal to the person anymore. Which really isn't nice, but hey, it's not their problem. I guess I'm not so much of a promise keeper as I am a people please-er crazy person. And, I guess that's an affliction I picked up from birth. Maybe even my birth order....being #1 on various levels isn't as glamorous as one might think. The number 2 or 3 birth position might really be the better, more envious of numbers. The responsibility police do not treat all numbered birth positions equally, and just once, I'd like to look down at the other numbers and say you need to tell blalblahblah to do blahblahblah, and let them be the "responsible" number. Oh and by the way, fyi this pink color is the it color for 2011, only it's not pink, it's honeysuckle, which is pretty weird for me because it looks exactly like rose carnation pink, a Phi Mu color!! But its new name is honeysuckle. So, guess I'll add to my NY resolution, list, stop being pleasing, but being nice is still okay ;-)