things are starting to click around here and that means i've started digging in my heels and am afraid of the forward movement. it's so crazy because i do want to go forward but the thought of jumping off a cliff and acquiring wings on the way down has me frozen solid. i always figured i was an adventurous type of person, but when push comes to shove, no um...i'm not going, or okay i'll go,but someone please come with me and hold my hand!! what a chicken i've become. what the heck am i afraid of? change? that can't be it. my life is completely changed and i'm still here. afraid of making a mistake?? if i'm moving forward or even sideways or backward for that matter, at least i'm moving. jeez...am i ever going to grow up??
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