hello and welcome to the 20th day of my not so creative ramblings. already had a nutsy morning, and am so proud of myself. i kept my negative thoughts in my head and avoided a confrontation and did not hurt anyone's feelings. although it was extremely difficult. who waters electrical outlets?? tries to sweep out ponds?? only people i'm related too!! oh well, just another day on my unbalanced life!! no harm done, this time!!
but i did realize something. i have a plan, but no time frame, or no list to work off of and for me. that's just not going to work. i hear a clock ticking in my entire body, not a biological one, but a life time bomb ticking clock, and i need to start getting serious and make a damn list.
a close family member said to me recently when she heard my plan, " great, now hurry up and do it while you are still a young person" (young depends on what age the actual commentator is ;-)) as if she knew i was mired down and needed an escape hatch.
so beginning today i will make my damn list and see if i can work my way through it. maybe i can get some balance back in my life. i figured a year is a good time frame, hopefully it won't take that long....but only the universe knows....
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