wednesday 18 another rant

i will never understand why some humans have such a difficult time with finding their own happiness, that they will try to destroy any form of happiness that others close to them are enjoying at that moment. why rain on any one's parade? are you so unhappy with your life and your decisions that you have to ruin other people's lives? why can't you just be happy for them? when it was your turn, wasn't anyone happy for whatever accomplishment you made? i believe you had your moments of glory...(now get out of the way, it's someone else's turn) or why do you have to make it difficult for anyone to ask for your help? why can't you just give it freely? must everything you do come with price tag?? how can you turn your back and not try to help as much as you can?? you can boast and lie and belittle as much as you want, but we all see you for what you are. a very sad and shallow being who doesn't deserve the love and respect you demand, but are still given, because not everyone is like you. not everyone has that grandiose sense of self like you, or that disgusting superficial charm you ooze. you are callous and impulsive and way beyond irresponsible. you lack the ability to feel shame or guilt, and let's not forget remorse. so i truly hope one day all the wrongs you have committed will awaken whatever humanity you might have left and you will apologize to those you have crushed.  i know they will have the decency to forgive you, even though you do not deserve it, but you must also know this...they will never forget....you are not and never will be king of anything.